Finn Hudson • 23 • New York

What is going on?: Finn and Rachel

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 03:43:51 -0500

rachel-berry-broadway-star:

“Finn…please…you have to calm down. Please” Rachel said softly. She shook her head, “I don’t know who it was. I didn’t recognise them” At the mention of phoning the police, Rachel felt the panic rise. “No..you can’t phone the police, Finn. Please. Don’t call them” She said desperately, avoiding the last question.

Finn tried to take a deep breath and calm down. “You didn’t recognize him? You met with him?! Rachel! What are you thinking? You could have been killed!” He paced the floor again, his mind racing, trying to figure out what they should do next. “Well, if you insist that we can’t call the police, then we need to at least get out of here. This creep knows where we live!” He thought for a moment, “I’ll ask Nick if we can stay at his place. We need to protect Lily, Rachel, and staying in this apartment won’t help us.”

Text: Finn and Nick

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 03:40:58 -0500

Nick: I'm glad she told you everything. The entire situation sounds really dangerous; I'm totally cool with letting you guys stay at my place. You guys can take my room and the bed's big enough for the both of you. It's not a lot to ask, Finn, we're friends. Of course I'd open up my home for you in your time of need. Come over as soon as you can.
Finn: Thank you so much Nick, it means the world to me. And I am not just saying that. We will be there soon.

Text: Finn and Nick

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 03:27:50 -0500

Finn: Rachel just told me everything... I am freaking out. The stalker even knows where we live. I really think we need to get out of our apartment and fast. Is there anyway we could stay at your place for a bit while we figure things out? I realize this a lot to ask considering the danger of the situation but it would mean a lot to me.

What is going on?: Finn and Rachel

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 02:47:13 -0500

rachel-berry-broadway-star:

Rachel shook her head again, “You don’t understand, Finn. I’m doing this to protect Lily! I’m doing this to stop her from getting hurt” She told him. Rachel was fully prepared to lie, to not tell Finn what had happened. She let her gaze drop to the floor, not prepared to even begin explaining this. “He said…He said that he want’s to…want’s to spend the night with me. If I say no….well, that’s when he went on to threaten Lily”

Finn stared at Rachel for a moment as what she said sunk in. He felt his fists starting to clench in anger. Not anger towards Rachel, but toward whoever thought that threatening his daughter was okay. “He wants to WHAT?!” Finn said with rage, “Who the hell is this guy?!” He started storming around the apartment, trying his best not to completely freak out. “What are we going to do? We have to call the police.” After walking around the living room a few times he returned back to Rachel. “You… you aren’t considering going through with it, are you?”

What is going on?: Finn and Rachel

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 02:19:55 -0500

rachel-berry-broadway-star:

“That’;s exactly what I mean, Finn. I can’t tell anyone.” Rachel said softly. “I…I don’t know how to explain any of it anyway” She shook her head at the question. There was no way she could tell Finn what he wanted to know. She couldn’t do that to him. “You really, really don’t want to know, Finn.”

Finn ran his hands through his hair as his frustration started to build immensely. “Of course I want to know, Rachel! You are my wife! I need to know if someone is trying to hurt you. And Lily, Lily is our daughter! Don’t you want to protect her? We can only do that if we work together.” Finn put his hands gently on both of Rachel’s shoulders. “Please Rachel, please tell me. It will be okay if you do. I won’t let anyone hurt you.”

What is going on?: Finn and Rachel

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 02:05:07 -0500

rachel-berry-broadway-star:

Rachel had gotten home fairly quickly after what had happened. She sent home Lily’s babysitter, telling her she wouldn’t be needed for a few days before calling her director and telling him that she was taking some time off due to a family emergency. Rachel refused to leave Lily, not after today.

When Rachel heard Finn come home, her grip instinctively tightened around Lily before relaxing slightly. “Nick told you…” She stated quietly. “He shouldn’t of told you. I shouldn’t have told him. I wasn’t supposed to tell anyone”

Finn looked at Rachel incredulously. He just couldn’t believe what she was saying. “What, what do you mean you can’t tell anyone? Rachel, how serious are these threats?” Finn started pacing, he was nervous, frustrated and angry all at once. “What does he want from you Rachel?” Finn kept asking all these questions, but he wasn’t sure that he wanted to hear the answers. It was just as he predicted, as soon as he thought his life was settled, something had to happen to screw it all up again. When would it ever end?

Big Bro to the Rescue: Finn and Amber

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 21:40:43 -0500

amber-anne-miller:

Amber could tell Finn seemed a little disappointed. And honestly she felt a little bad. It wasn’t like she hadn’t had the same things in mind with her child. Raising her baby along with her brother and his family. It would have been the perfect life, had this whole situation gone through a little bit better for her. But the thought of raising this child…constantly reminded of the man who violated her..she wasn’t sure she could go through with it.

“Finn…I’m not ready for this.” She muttered, her hands in her lap now. ”I want to be a mom. Hell, if this was happening for different reasons I’d probably be keeping it. But I don’t think I can raise a baby like this…given these circumstances.” She felt like apologizing, some how able to read her brother’s body language to tell he was a little upset. ”I’d love to raise a family. And I think our kids would get along so well. But I can’t do it under these circumstances, Finn..” He bit her lip hard, feeling tears building up in her eyes. ”I..I can’t raise this baby…”

Based on Amber’s reaction, Finn figured that Rav must have sensed his disappointment, and he felt immediately guilty for making her feel any remorse at all for her decision. “Amber…” Finn said softly, placing his arm on her shoulder, “Don’t feel bad, don’t feel bad at all. You are making a wise decision. I am sorry if I made you feel otherwise. Of course it makes sense in this situation. I know you would be a fantastic mother of course, but this isn’t a normal situation.” He could tell she still looked upset so he pulled her in for a hug and said softly, “It’s all going to be okay, I promise.”

Finn felt so sorry for his sister and wished that her first pregnancy could have been out of love, not a terrible situation like this. He wished the asshole who did this to her could see the pain she was feeling. It was all so overwhelming. Finn could hardly take it. Maybe he should talk to Burt tonight… he was always good at calming him down. Wait, Burt. Amber had mentioned she hadn’t told Burt. Why hadn’t she done that? Finn was so caught up with the adoption news that he forgot she had even said that. “Wait Amber, you haven’t told Burt? Why not?” he asked. “He really should know, Amber…”

What is going on?: Finn and Rachel

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 05:33:00 -0500

Finn’s mind was racing after receiving texts from Nick that someone had threatened Rachel and even Lily too. What was he going to do? It was almost too much to bear the thought of either one of them getting hurt. He needed to step in.

However, Finn couldn’t do much about it until he got the full story from Rachel. Why didn’t she tell him in the first place? Had he been neglecting her? Or was it that she knew he would step in? Either way, he needed to know what was going on so that he could protect his family.

Finn hurried home and was happy to find that Rachel and Lily were there when he arrived. “Rachel,” he said in a somewhat shaky voice, “Is, is it true that these letters you are getting are threatening you? And even Lily, too? I… I can barely believe it. Why didn’t you tell me? We can’t let this happen!”

Text: Finn and Nick

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 05:27:56 -0500

Nick: I think Rachel might be in danger... She told me she was going to meet up with whoever's been sending her those letters. I don't know where she is or where she went.
Finn: She did? Shit... I better find her. Thanks for telling me Nick.
Nick: No problem, Finn. There's.. There's also something else. I... I think the guy is threatening her or something. I think you best to keep a close eye on her because she was really worried for Lily's safety.
Finn: What? You can't be serious... I need to talk to her!

Text: Finn and Nick

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 05:17:12 -0500

Big Bro to the Rescue: Finn and Amber

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 04:53:38 -0500

amber-anne-miller:

Amber’s initial thought was to just shrug the whole thing off and insist she was fine. Honestly,aside from the morning sickness she seemed to be handling this whole thing pretty well. But if she had to be completely honest with herself and with her brother, emotionally she just felt…drained. Even if she was handling being pregnant well, the way it happened still kind of haunted her from time to time.

She rubbed the back of her neck, looking over all of the gifts Finn had brought over for her. A part of the reason why she had waited so long to tell everyone about what had happened was because she almost knew that her friends and family would judge her for it. She should have been more careful, she should have been stronger..but she was completely wrong. Everyone was being so supportive and understanding now. It made her actually hate herself a little bit more for not opening up sooner.

“I’m doing okay, I guess. I’m seeing a therapist again, though. After everything I don’t want to be on another downward spiral, you know?” She sighed, then sat down on the couch. ”I’m just kind of feeling more numb than anything lately. It still bothers me, but it’s all in the past now. There’s nothing I can do to change it so I’m just moving forward. Besides, stress isn’t good for the baby.”

She picked up the maternity book and started slowly thumbing through it. ”I’m not..I’m not keeping it by the way. I’m looking into families that want to adopt. All things considered I’m not really ready to be a mom.” The book seemed to hold all sorts of useful information, and Amber could feel herself relaxing a bit after reading through it a little. She was going to get through this just fine. “Finn..I still haven’t told Burt..”

Finn looked at his sister and tried his best to not look like his heart was breaking for her. It definitely wasn’t fair what had happened. Finn still felt like such an idiot for not getting the truth out of her in the first place. He was happy to hear though that she was trying to move forward. Even after being on two army tours, he still thought Amber was much more brave to be facing this. “I can’t imagine how hard this is for you, Amber. I really can’t. But you are a lot stronger than you think, you know. The fact that you are even going through with it is amazing.”

Finn’s face fell a bit when he heard that Amber wasn’t going to keep it. He supposed a small part of him had this fantasy in his head that Lily and his new niece or nephew would grow up together and be close friends and cousins. He imagined him and Amber having play dates with the two of them together. But that was selfish of him to even worry about what he wanted. It was Amber he should be focusing on. Besides, if she wasn’t ready to be a mom, then it was probably best for her to give it up.

Finn did worry about this decision though, and how hard it would be for Amber to give up her child once she had met him or her. He knew that after seeing Lily for the first time, there was no way he could ever give her away to anyone else. It would be impossibly hard. “I, yeah, that makes sense,” Finn managed to say as he worked through all his thoughts. “But Amber, do make sure the family is amazing. A child with your amazing genes deserves nothing less.”

Bro Time, Fun Time || Nick/Finn

Fri, 04 Jan 2013 03:48:15 -0500

nicklikeathreesix:

Time to himself? He guessed that was what he needed; It was the reason why he and Blaine broke up the first time. But how much time was deemed enough before getting back to dating? He hadn’t been single for too long now and the last thing he wanted was to turn Chandler into some sort of rebound just to get over Blaine. He decided to take Finn’s advice to heart and seriously think about taking some time to himself. Maybe before jumping into a relationship with Chandler they could just go on a few dates at first; test the waters to see if they’re compatible.

“You don’t sound like a fool, Finn…. You’re actually being really helpful right now. Thanks, man.” Nick said gratefully, reaching out and clasping a hand on Finn’s shoulder. “It’s really cool that I can come to you for advice. I look up to you, man.” Lily seemed to have grown bored with Nick holding her, her big round eyes fixed on her father. Nick took notice of this and handed Lily back to Finn with a smile.

Finn smiled a bit, it felt good to know that he was helping Nick out, and even better that he looked up to him. “You look up to me? Man, Nick, that means a lot to me to hear that. Sometimes I just freak out and think that I am going to mess everything up. Maybe this sounds weird, but now that I am all settled and happy, I am scared it is all going to crash in again. I mean, I already went through going back to the army, losing my foot, and that whole mess with Cav…” Finn sighed. “I don’t know, maybe I am just over-thinking things. Being a dad makes you worry a lot more.”

Finn smiled as he took Lily back in his arms. “Hi Miss Lily,” he said to her as he placed a kiss on her small head.

Bro Time, Fun Time || Nick/Finn

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 06:17:12 -0500

nicklikeathreesix:

Nick sighed again, thinking over the kiss. Chandler had always been a good friend of his and they were close. He found out about Chandler’s crush on him but at the time Nick was still dating Blaine… In love with Blaine. But now he wasn’t dating Blaine and he was trying to move on. He liked Chandler but at the same time was afraid of letting go of his feelings for Blaine. “The kiss… It was nice. I mean, I’ve never kissed someone and didn’t enjoy it…” He answered, shrugging his shoulders. “I like him but I also like Blaine… I love Blaine, actually. But… Blaine and I shouldn’t be together because we just don’t work out. What sucks the most is this feels exactly like when Blaine and I first got together… I was still hung up on Jeff and I rushed into a relationship with Blaine because we liked each other and look how that ended up.” He tried to keep a smiling face for Lily, bouncing her softly in his lap, attempting to keep her entertained all the while conversing with Finn.

Part of him envied Finn for his ability to find the right person early in his life and settling down, wishing that he could be where Finn was with his life right now. He’d love to come home to be with the person he loved and even a little one that he could call his own. Such things seemed out of reach for Nick. “I just wish I could hurry up and find the right person for me.”

As Finn listened to Nick, he started to feel pretty sorry for the guy. His stories of relationship turmoil reminded him of his drama with Rachel, Quinn and Puck back in high school. Boy was he glad to have that behind him. It was so nice to be settled and happy with Rachel. Even though they had had issues with Cav, it was really just a small bump in the road in hindsight.

Finn wasn’t sure what Nick should do. On one side, if he liked Chandler, perhaps he shouldn’t let him pass him by. But at the same time, it really did sound like Nick needed some time to himself. “It sounds like maybe you need time to think, Nick. Maybe it would help to be single for awhile,” Finn said. “However, I do believe that sometimes you don’t fully get over someone until you have found someone new to love. You know what I mean? Maybe it’s not the moving on quickly that is the problem, maybe it’s just that you haven’t moved on to the right person yet. And hey, maybe Chandler is that person.” Finn sighed and chuckled a bit. “Wow, I hope I don’t sound like a fool.” He smiled at Nick bouncing on Lily’s lap and tickled her stomach, making her giggle.

This isn't even funny any more.

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 05:53:04 -0500

rachel-berry-broadway-star:

I was going to tell you about this. I just haven’t had the chance yet. I’ve been getting these really creepy letters from someone I don’t know…

Don’t worry about it, I know you have been busy. But wow, I don’t like that at all. So, you don’t know who is sending them? What do they say?

(Too good of a gif not to use)

Bro Time, Fun Time || Nick/Finn

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 05:34:01 -0500

nicklikeathreesix:

Finn’s suggestion for an intervention sounded like a good idea. It seemed like when one person talked to him it wasn’t enough but maybe if enough of them could get together and tell Chandler as a group, he would stand to listen.

“I, uh, it just sort of happened, really. I.. I don’t even know why I did it.” Nick answered the older man, sighing heavily. “I don’t know how I feel about Chandler. I mean, first I find out that he has a crush on me but I was with Blaine and now he has a boyfriend… I shouldn’t have kissed him. I… I don’t even know what I was thinking when I did it. It doesn’t matter anyway— He hasn’t even talked to me about it since.”

As Finn listened to Nick speak about his kiss with Chandler, it seemed to him that Nick probably had feelings for Chandler. As far as Finn knew, people only fretted this much about a kiss if it meant something to them. “Well, how did the kiss make you feel?” Finn asked, “Maybe it wasn’t the right time for it to happen, perhaps that is true, but did it feel right?” He didn’t want to pry at Nick, his feelings weren’t Finn’s business, but he was curious and he did think maybe Nick and Chandler were just what each other needed right now.

This isn't even funny any more.

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 05:12:40 -0500

rachel-berry-broadway-star:

This needs to stop. Finding these letters at work is bad enough but to come home and find one in my mail is just ridiculous.

What letters? What are you talking about, Rachel?

Big Bro to the Rescue: Finn and Amber

Wed, 02 Jan 2013 21:22:49 -0500

amber-anne-miller:

In all honesty, Amber was trying to stay positive about this whole thing. She wasn’t really ready to be a mom, and there was still the fact that none of this had been consensual in the first place…so that was still looming over her head…but there was honestly nothing she could do to chance the past. What happened, happened. She couldn’t un-do getting pregnant, and she was already looking into families looking to adopt. Even if it didn’t seem that way to her, this baby was going to be a blessing for someone.

Still there were days when she just felt miserable over the whole thing. Thank god for Rose doing all she could to keep Amber in high spirits. Amber was enormously grateful for all the effort her girlfriend was putting in to keep her happy.

But today Rose was busy at work, and she really didn’t want to feel like she was constantly clinging to the woman. Rose needed her space every so often, she thought to herself. But she was starting to feel absolutely sick to her stomach lately. Morning sickness, she figured out pretty quickly. She could have called up Rose, sure.

But what she needed more than anything right now was family. It felt like forever since she’d had a chance to talk to Finn, and who better to ask for help from than a family member that had already been there? After sending a quick text to her brother she waited, lying down on the couch and staring up at the ceiling. She only got up when she’d heard the knocking at her door. Groaning, she got up and walked over to answer it with a weak smile, Autumn making a mad dash to the door to greet whoever was coming to visit. ”Hey, Finn. How’s life?”

Poor Amber looked pretty tired, and sick. But he was happy to see her nonetheless and was impressed with how well she was holding up, all things considering. “Life is good,” Finn said as he pulled her in for a side hug. He would have given her a big bear hug like he usually does, but he was trying to awkwardly balance all the stuff he had in his arms. “Lily is getting bigger and bigger each day and Rachel is doing well. But, what about you? How’s the morning sickness?”

Finn walked into her apartment and placed the items he brought onto the table. “I brought you some things of Rachel’s that she doesn’t need anymore.” He picked up one of the maternity books, “Rachel and I both loved this book, it really helps calm you down.” He then picked up the foot massager, “I used this on Rachel’s feet every night in her second and third trimesters, I think it really helped. Oh, and I also brought you some saltines and ginger ale, I guess most women live off these during pregnancies, I know Rachel did.” He put the massager down and then sighed heavily. “I, I am still worried about you Amber. I can’t imagine how tough this is for you. Are you truly doing okay?”

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Bro Time, Fun Time || Nick/Finn

Wed, 02 Jan 2013 04:39:45 -0500

Nick shook his head, knowing that violence was never the answer. Beating up Oliver might make the man come back for an even bigger vengeance and Chandler would be the one that would have to pay for it. “No. I.. I want to kick his ass too but…” He shook his head again, frowning. “Violence isn’t the answer. I already got a couple of punches in anyway… I think he’ll stay away for now… But Chandler keeps going back to him and forgiving him and,” he groaned out in frustration, “I just don’t know what to do.”

He turned to Finn, seeking guidance and advice “What should I do, Finn?” He asked. He paused, thinking that maybe he should also include one important piece of information that he neglected to say. “I, uh. I also may have kissed him… Chandler, that is.”

Finn nodded in agreement. As much as he wanted to clock this Oliver guy, he knew deep down that Nick was right, violence wouldn’t get them anywhere. There was no point in trying to teach Oliver a lesson, it wasn’t their job to fix him. But it was their job, as friends, to help out Chandler. “Yeah, you’re right Nick,” he said, “Beating him up won’t help. It’s Chandler that we really need to focus on.” Finn thought for a moment, “Maybe we could stage some sort of intervention if it doesn’t get any better soon.”

Finn’s eyebrows raised at Nick’s confession. “You kissed him? How did that go over?”

Big Bro to the Rescue: Finn and Amber

Wed, 02 Jan 2013 04:06:31 -0500

Finn was still sick to his stomach about what had happened to Amber, it drove him crazy to think he didn’t persist her more to find out what was going on with this godawful guy. Maybe if he did, he could have prevented what happened. These thoughts ate him up inside until he got a text from Amber mentioning she was going through morning sickness. It was then that he realized that what happened, happened, and instead of kicking himself for the past he couldn’t change, he needed to pull himself together and help Amber through the hard times she had ahead of her. So, Finn decided to pull together some maternity things of Rachel’s and head over to Amber’s place to surprise her. Plus, he also wanted to help her through the morning sickness. He definitely had experience with that now.

With maternity books, a foot and back massager, saltines and ginger ale in tow, Finn arrived at Amber’s apartment door. He knocked, hoping he wouldn’t wake her up from a nap. “Amber?” he called, “It’s Finn, I thought I would come check on you.”

Bro Time, Fun Time || Nick/Finn

Wed, 02 Jan 2013 03:47:15 -0500

“Can I?” Nick took Lily from Finn, cradling her in his arms as he cooed to her smiling face. She sure was adorable and Nick loved kids. “Hello, Miss Lily. You sure are a cutie,” Nick said to the little baby girl.

Nick addressed Finn’s questions next, “When I was still together with Blaine Chandler had come back to New York but hadn’t found a place to live yet so I offered him my place to stay. Then I broke up with Blaine and moved out, so I moved back into my apartment.” The explanation was simple though it was a little odd how now they were living together, especially considering Chandler had had a crush on Nick previous to finding a boyfriend.

“His boyfriend only got me once but it hurt like a..” he paused, looking down at the baby he was holding. He had to watch his mouth around the presence of a child. “Like a banana peel.” He ended his sentence, shooting Finn a look, as if saying “you know what I mean”. He shrugged and sighed, “He… He can get violent when he’s angry and I’m just worried for Chandler. He’s already been hit a couple times and he has bruises and it just makes me so mad…. I want to go over to the jerk’s place and kick his..” he glanced down at Lily again. “.. y’know.”

Finn grinned as Nick took Lily and talked to her. Lily giggled a bit at Nick as he spoke to her. “Looks like she likes you, Nick. I guess I know who I should call to babysit.”

However, as Finn listened to what Nick had to say about Chandler’s boyfriend, his grin quickly faded. He could even feel his fists tighten up a bit. It drove Finn absolutely crazy when his friends were being picked on or treated unjustly. He supposed being the co-captain of the glee club and a soldier gave him this strong ‘protect your pack’ mentality. “I don’t even know what to say Nick,” Finn said, trying to keep his cool. “Who is this guy? I…ugh,” Finn’s fists clenched tighter, “Chandler is such a nice guy. I just don’t get people like this. I want to kick his ass so badly Nick, I really do, but I am not sure if it will help, at least not permanently. What do you think?”